Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Up, Up and away!

He's a genius!! 
Who? 
J.M. Barrie! That's who! 
For creating Peter Pan, for preserving the true essence of youth and being playful with his imagination. 
I'm in this mood because the "winds were a-whispering" that it's time to go and I'm finally getting out of here for a while, on...my...OWN! 
This Friday actually!
I feel like I'm about to fly out of my window and head dash towards Neverland.  Want to come?
I just don't need to grow up right now, I don't need to work right now, I just need to learn more about myself, be by myself and explore as much as I can. 
So far, I'm just hitting Australia, I've been there before but this time my mind is in a different dimension. This is just the beginning of something that will never die out inside of me. A fire has been lit, a hunger has been found and will never be satisfied until I experience enough to finally settle in life. 
I'm really starting to understand the course of life and how we shouldn't just follow the conventional pattern of life: learning, earning, marriage then a baby in a baby's carriage. 
Not for me. Not yet. 
Which is weird for me to say because I used to be quite planned and set in my ways of the future.
Screw that. Life is too beautiful to settle. 
Not now. Not yet. 
Don't get me wrong though. When it comes it comes. 
But when it goes...
It really goes. And then this happens. You become:
Peter Pan

And I'm not only talking about love. 

Wish me Luck. 

Tuesday, September 1, 2009

My ears are in heaven

I've been obssessed with this song lately. I'm not sure why, but I feel like the lyrics are really relevant
to the stage of life I'm stuck in right now.
Also, it sounds good.
Can't anyone just like a song these days just because it rubs their eardrums the right way?
Haha. That almost sounds sexual.

 For Me Tonight by Najwajean

It's time to get up
time to get dressed
To paint my eyes black
pain in my back, in my arms in my empty head
I don't wanna hear that noise
that noise, that noise, that noise
It's time, for my electric clock
Time to knock, to shock, to rock
I don't wanna hear that noise
that noise will be my voice
In every phone, sounding unison
I made my choice
I made my choice
I made my choice
And for me tonight
jus tonight
full of seconds, minutes and hours
I'll build hundreds of towers
to destroy to destroy
I'm on the borderline
keeping the shadows as my friends
I'll turn the world and give it real sense
We'll no longer collect the rain water
cause sooner or later
You'll fall into your own self
And for me tonight
just tonight
and for me tonight
just tonight
and for me tonightjust tonight
full os seconds, minutes and hours...

Now that I discovered
Now I have to realize

Lesson 1: Don't waste your days

Do you ever get the feeling you want to do so much that you get so overwhelmed and
end up not leaving your home/room for the whole day?

Well I just did. What a waste.